A Letter To My Husband

There’s so much I want to say and yet so much I’m afraid to say.  If I could take all your pain away believe me I would. I would fix every hurt, mend every broken heart, erase every bad memory, and redeem your guilty conscience. It pains me to see you this way. I pray […]

Death By Design

There’s a burden on my shoulders, a thorn prick in my side. In the eye of the beholder the pain is satisfied. Words can’t explain this anxiety. I’m tired of losing people to a drug out on the streets. There’s a heart that just stops beating, another life an overdose. When all Hell is overheating, […]

The Day My Husband Died

On March 4, 2017 my husband died. After 13 days of sobriety, following what I felt would be a successful detox program, my husband overdosed on a combination of cocaine and heroin aka speedball or powerballing. Against my better judgement I allowed my husband to convince me that he didn’t need a residential program after a 5 day detox. Despite […]